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Blue Monday Lyrics
These are the lyrics to Blue Monday
songs as I (Jason) know them...Since they weren't included w/the release & I know a
lot of people were wondering about them, here they are....Note that these were NOT typed
out by the band although I will try to get them to proofread them.
Losing My Mind
Losing my mind it's slipping
with time
Watching you die, watching my life wither by
And I can't cry and I can't make decisions
I feel strange I feel a little bit insane
But what can you do and what can you say?
It just seems like it's gonna happen anyway
I'm sick of buying it, I'm sick of taking it
I'm sick of eating it, I'm sick of faking it
You said well baby get a grip on things
And I hate you cause you remind me of me
And I love you cause it's something to do, yes it's true
All the carnage on the streets and the fire in our eyes
Are you one of those pretty ones?
Or just wearing a really good disguise
Too many sleepless nights I'm just lying awake
Can't get away from the memories of yesterday
So haunting not quick to lull me off to sleep
Give me something hard to drink so I don't have to think
Losing my mind it's slipping with time
Empty Box
And all I have is an empty box
Nothing to show what I've gained
But gaining isn't everything
And losing is the way it's been
For quite some time this pride I lost
It's all I've had inside these hands
That let go of these broken dreams
That fell apart right at the seams
That tried to hold so tightly on
To something that was always gone
I'm walking down this street again
And nothing is the same again
And something's never change again
And everything's the same
I think I got kicked down again
But the blame remains on me again
You're looking at the ground again
I got fucked over once again
So baby baby don't you cry
Hold up your head & dry your eyes
Pretend they've got nothing on you
But you and I know damn well that that's not true
And all those bruises from the past
The ones that left you black & blue
They say that time will heal these wounds
But time is always standing so still
Washington
Went looking for you the other day
Couldn't find you anymore
Would walk to the other side of the earth to see you smile
And I felt disappointment and I felt dumb cause I feel this way
Do you even know my name?
It's really fucking cold
Fingers numb
I'm still holding this torch, stumbling wildly in the dark
Still learning how to keep fire without you as my spark
This just keeps building up and building and building and building
Will it ever explode?
It must go one way or the other
Will we let it all go?
Troy Diar
This is the last dance, this is the last song
I said no more, that would be the last time
Give me a break
Give me a drink
I didn't think of you like I did yesterday
And you would laugh out loud if you only knew
I feel your heat, you know I want you
I could be the dirt that falls of your shoes
Can you hear it? Can you see it?
My face is red
Can you feel it?
You...
My heart beats out of my head
It's written all over my face
And spilling off my smile
Like crusty toothpaste
Is this just in vain? Or is this just a dream?
Just a dream.
It's my Troy Diar fantasy.
TV
Tell me that I'm more
important than TV
Nothing you ever said
Anything you ever said
Everything you ever said
The Darkest Part
I want what I want & I
want it now
In times of trouble in times of pain in times of sorrow when it's pouring rain
In the darkest hour of the darkest day, it's the darkest part
When the light's are out I reach out to grab your hand but it was never there to grab
I swore it was meant to be, it was fate but it was late the night was closing in on me
Woke up the next morning, my stomach tied in a knot
Pulled the covers over my head pretending I was dead
This burning sand and scorching sun, rain that falls on the ground & on my head
I listening quietly, wish I did half the things that I dreamt that I did
It's getting kind of cold and I'm feeling kind of old, turn off the sun and I'll go back
to bed
Leave Me Alone
Leave me alone today, sometimes I like it better that way
Things that we say & do, it's almost enough to make me puke
But I smile anyway cause it's a nice thing to do, they say
Sitting alone in my room and I start to wonder where everybody went to
But they all went away, and I'm a little to late to ask them to stay
My heart hurts today and I don't know what I was trying to say
My blood is running and half the time I don't know why I bother
Talking like a fool I fell for you drowning in your smile and wanting you to stay awhile
Things I'm thinking are only thought, too scared to let them come out
Hidden away under lock and key and I'll never admit what you mean to me
The Beast
And now you're all alone
You can't seem to make it happen the way you thought it would
If only you were the writer and the pages turned to gold
And the plan you thought that you controlled made everything better
But now you feel like you're finally lying in the gutter
And I don't understand this pain
Why my life went to shit suddenly overnight
Sit it out, wait it out, time will make you forget the truth
If you sit it out, wait it out, long enough, an aching heart can turn to stone
And now you're all alone
And I don't understand this pain
As Good As Now
The girl who wants her cake,
the girl who wants to eat it too
What do you know about hate when everybody loves you?
You wanted all the light to shine so bright on you
Take it all, you want it your way, baby
Anytime anyplace is as good as now, baby
What does it matter what you if in the end it's not you that comes unglued?
Take it all, you want it your way, baby
Song for Friend
Went out like a light
It must've been quite a sight
To see you light up so bright
You didn't leave without a fight
Breaking point you broke long ago
Broken down like a car on the side of the road
Broken hearted with nowhere to go
Off into the sunset like a rebel on the run
Like a hero with a gun
I can see you walking through the door....
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